Posts tagged: self honesty
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I only feel alone because I have not included myself in Life - I have not expanded myself to include all Life As Me - and I have thus made ‘life’ into the search for others who share my limited self definitions so I can feel like I have ‘companionship’ in existence - not realizing that this companionship is not real because when I lose a friend, then I feel alone again which shows that at my core, I have not yet decided that I am even alive - because if I was alive - I would be Life - and as Life I cannot feel lonely because I include All as Myself and I am Here with All Life - how can I be lonely when I am Here in existence with billions of beings? How can I be lonely if I am All Life?
I commit myself to stop defining myself in a limited way based on interests, preferences, lifestyle, fashions, tastes, beliefs, opinions, so that I can stop existing as a personality that must seek validation and companionship through finding similar personalities to be in relationship with where we agree with each other and fuel our self definitions by only talking about / participating in things that support our self definitions - therein excluding ourselves from all there is to consider / be aware of / participate with as LIFE
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to hide from my inner experience of myself through allowing myself to manipulate others egos so that they’ll say things that stroke my own ego so I can feel better about myself
I realize that to give Life to myself, I must decide I am Life, and remove all self definitions based in the acceptance of self as being less than All Life — but within this I realize I will have to walk a process of standing one and equal with all Life, in realizing I have separated myself from Life through and as a system of energy called the mind as thoughts, feelings, and emotions that I have allowed to exist as a representation of Life based on my own accepted self belief that I as a human am less than Life - and so I will have to dismantle my entire mind as all the patterns of my conscious, subconscious, and unconscious mind that I have accepted and allowed to exist within and as me in place of Life — wherein, I must replace ‘me as the mind’, with ‘me Here as Life’ - which will be a process of Self Creation — as Me as Life has never existed before and so I must create Me as Life through a process of stopping myself existing as the mind / energy / limited self definitions, so that I can rebirth myself anew in my physical body — and wherein I realize that what is Here as this reality is mostly stuff that I do not yet understand and thus am not Equal to it in fact — and so I will have to learn what exists here as this reality, how it works, how it is being created, so I can stand one and equal to it and integrate it as myself Here
I commit myself to standing and walking with the group of people already transforming themselves from limited robots of energetic neediness and manipulation, to principled beings that stand as Life Together and do what is required to be done to create a new world system that supports ourselves as All Life
When and as I find myself not wanting to give up ‘my life’ of limited friendships based on relationships between limited self definitions, I stop myself and realize that I am part of the problem in this world when I am accepting and allowing friendships to exist, as I am saying it is okay and acceptable for human beings to accept themselves to be less than Life, which is then used as a justification to ‘just care about my own experience’ as self interest and not take responsibility for this world
When and as find myself blaming my friends / ex-friends for not ‘supporting me’ - I realize I am the one to blame for not supporting myself, because I am the one that accepts and allows myself to define myself in limited ways and to require others to validate me and accept me and support my personality — therefore I stop blame and I delete my limited personality / self definitions with self forgiveness so I can be free to expand my definition of Self to include all Life so I can stop requiring ‘friends’ to apparently ‘give me life’
Artwork and words by Matti Freeman http://mfreemanjourneytolife.blogspot.com/
What is there left to sell in a world where our very breath is compromised according to the amount of money one has?
What is proselytizing in a world wherein we teach ourselves to survive and sell ourselves ‘well’ within the life-market of values wherein you and I would not be able to be here if it wasn’t by specific configurations within reality of having/ not having money that has made it possible for us to be having this exchange while there are billions of people starving, wondering why we can continue disregarding the evidence of our own disregard toward all beings in this reality as Ourselves, and still solace in judging words that could potentially change your life if you would be willing to step aside from everything you’ve known in order to understand reality at an existential level = out of our ever present limitations of the mind which can only care for personal interest and fueling a self-definition that can make us feel like ‘gods’ of existence. Isn’t that so? The only reason why we share this is within the realization that:
if one is fucked in this reality = everyone is equally fucked - and this means that remaining trapped in a single knowledge point that separates you and I from realizing ourselves as equals, is a point that must be exposed and magnified in order to make it visible and obvious to each other how beliefs, antagonism and further vindication of personal preferences can only lead to further enslavement as the separation of who we really are as physical beings here.
Would you be willing to do the same for others as yourself, to share the realizations that have lead you out of your cage and still call it ‘proselytizing’ - I’d call it life-changing words that I can implement to start seeing who I am and what I can practically do to ensure that I stop existing as merely an energized idea of myself- and instead learn how life can only thrive in Equality.
Are Atheists Prisoners of the Mind as Well?
Self Forgiveness is the actual statement of writing/ speaking
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my actions in means of feeling ‘good’ about myself, while neglecting the fact that it is within such pursuit of happiness that I am only considering ‘me’ and not all as one and equal wherein money dictates who is able to ‘pursue’ such happiness or not.
That’s an example
Self Honesty is the process wherein you dare to see ‘the shit’ for what it is, meaning in such case not trying to justify pursuit of happiness as something that ‘we have the right for’ at all cost, as ‘free will’ - without realizing that in exerting this, we are neglecting half of the planet that is certainly not living in dignified living conditions and cannot even fathom what ‘happiness’ would be like in the mind of a person that has the necessary to live.
That is then realizing the truth of ourselves, what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become and in that, applying Self Forgiveness for it in order to take Self-Responsibility: we stop trying to ‘make ourselves happy’ and instead, walk a process of directing ourselves to simply exist here wherein we don’t require to ‘be happy’ to breathe, we breathe and we are here and direct ourselves to be/do that which is best for all.