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391. Noah’s Revelations

391. Noah’s Revelations

I went to watch Noah the other day mostly because I had read some reviews from angry Christians about it and so I was curious to watch it for the sake of understanding what the fuss was about.  I usually like Aronofsky’s work and this wasn’t the exception.

Noah

What I liked the most is the ability to place into question the general belief-system surrounding the benevolent godthat Christianity in…

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390. Making Decisions Based on Feelings, Not Facts

390. Making Decisions Based on Feelings, Not Facts

Continuing from:

Quote from “The Love/Hate Relationship with Art” entry: The point is I tried to make My definition of Art fit with what would enable me to use it to demonstrate that it is possible to change the world. However I realized that no matter how many images I…

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389. Are Emotions Necessary to Be Creative?

389. Are Emotions Necessary to Be Creative?

Demystifying artistic endeavors and the experience during creative processes.

Continuing from:

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For further context, an emotion is a usually negative experience that in my case I would use as a reason, starting point and ‘catalyst’ to create art. Now, one would believe that ‘negative experiences’ are usually…

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388. Regretting Choices and Definitions

Continuing from: 387. The Love/Hate Relationship with Art Self Forgiveness on: I require to open up – again – the…

388. Regretting Choices and Definitions

Continuing from: 387. The Love/Hate Relationship with Art Self Forgiveness on: I require to open up – again – the…

387. The Love/Hate Relationship with Art

387. The Love/Hate Relationship with Art

Here we go…

I require to open up – again – the relationshipwith art. I’ve noticed that I created some sort of past bad relationship experience with it, similar to the ones that I’ve had with people throughout my life wherein there were things unsaid, situations undirected and just cutting it up from one day to another without further communication. I realize I’ve done this with art creation and…

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#Awareness is the becoming, living and applying as who each are in truth, in essence which have been lost, forgotten as who we are through our, through each one’s allowance to be controlled and enslaved by consciousness systems, knowledge and information systems and through this allowance allowed ourselves to define ourselves according to knowledge and information systems as who we have believed and perceived ourselves to be. To place the difference between consciousness and awareness into perspective would be the following: Awareness as self in application is flow; consciousness is systematic pre-programmed delegated movement. Awareness as self in application is becoming aware of specific behavioural patterns which do not honour who I am in a moment, I then immediately stand up within and as awareness, correct the behavioural pattern which do not honour me immediately, instantaneously and not again allow myself to look back and apply it again. As consciousness, when a specific behavioural pattern is lived, this behavioural pattern has been defined as who the being is in and as consciousness, thus will be conscious of the behavioural pattern, see it, but not do anything about it at all as the being have defined themselves according to the behavioural pattern and will not let it go as it’s apparently part of who they are and when they let it go, they will be lost too. So, when a being is conscious of something, anything, it will be noticed, but nothing will be done to support themselves in taking corrective action to change that which is necessary to be changed to set them free from enslaved existences, whereas in and awareness as self in application, the corrective action is done immediately, the being stand up and take responsibility and not allow themselves to apply such allowances again. Awareness as self in application directs, consciousness requires a systematic pre-programmed route to be directed. Awareness as self in application takes responsibility for self; consciousness requires total dependency to be able to exist. Awareness as self in application stands alone, all-one, consciousness requires relationships as self-defined existences to be able to sustain itself. Awareness as self in application moves as self, consciousness requires a pre-programmed delegated format to be able to move through friction or conflict. Awareness as self in application creates through unconditional self-expression, consciousness requires and uses that which has already been here, to establish upgrades, replicas or duplicates to form an idea, a prospect, an illusion of creation which is not real. Awareness is life, is who I am in practical application in every moment, becomes my presence as awareness stands infinitely here, in every moment, stable, unwavering, untouchable – always infinitely constant, everyday the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Consciousness is systems, is systematic, and is pre-programmed, never stable, never constant, inconsistent and unreliable where human beings exist in perceptions, thoughts, presumptions and idealisms only. Awareness is when each human being lives the words they speak, when they are the words they speak and they become the words they speak as a statement of who they are in application – the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Awareness is self as the living word, living and applying as the living word in every moment with every breath.
The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles
Self #Denial is supported through possession and addiction as the being’s experience of their world, their life and themselves crashing, crumbling down and having to be destroyed because this one being had left because they had defined themselves as who they are and what they are within and as this being as the experience of self denial is supported by the experience thereafter of emotional breakdowns and depression as withdrawal symptoms as addiction and possession. The reason for this specifically being an expression of self denial is that in truth, no-one needs anyone, and if this being was absolute in full acceptance as who they are with no wants, needs, desires where no self-definition have been placed outside themselves in others due to being able to stand alone within self worth, the other leaving would have brought forth no reaction whatsoever, no movement, not even refractionally as this being understands who they are as equality, oneness and awareness and stand alone, all-one and relationships are but agreements where each are free in self expression and not bounded, held or tied to each other is any way or form whatsoever. Self-denial is the lie that is perceived to be true as emotionally based self-defined experiences and expressions based and placed in others as the perceived experience of abandonment afterwards, when in truth the being who was left is actually alright, fine and fulfilled with no wants, needs and desires or requirements, this must be realised through the simple act of self-acceptance within awareness.
The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles
#Justification: application of defense, defending one’s own application through fear of defiance by other’s who try and support and assist though showing as per example that your specific method of application is not honoring who you are. Justification as a defense tool is also used to protect a specific application which has been allowed to be accepted as self and thus once someone directs you to show and reveal that the application to which you have allowed to define yourself as is not supporting you, you will use justification as defense to protect that which you have defined yourself as through fear of losing the application, and through fear of losing the application, you fear losing yourself. A descriptive example of such an action would be for instance when two beings had been involved in a fight where the other was extensively harmed and now the being who allowed the extensive nature of the harm done to the other has to face the consequences of their allowed actions. When confronted, the being who allowed the application of extensive harm justifies his application through defending himself, in absolute fear of others discovering the truth, in stating that the other initiated it, that it was necessary actions taken to have the other learn a lesson once and for all, that he does not and will not regret doing it and will do it again if he has to, through using these words the being is validating and deeming his specific application as acceptable and must thus be accepted by all. When in fact the truth behind the beings application is due to their own inner conflicts, inner battles, inner emotional suppressed turmoil which had been directed to and out on another unnecessarily. The justification through defending their application is done by creating another validated reason which gives his application an accepted appearance. Thus, by justifying their own actions through words that make sense to others which becomes accepted, the being then is able to remain in the application of taking out their own inner conflict, inner battles and emotional torment on others, which assist and support them with this release through harming others. Their defense and protection of their specific application is then achieved through a justified reason and answer for the apparent necessity of actions taken.
The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles
#Dishonesty: the application where a true experience of self is denied. Dishonesty to a certain extent goes hand in hand with deception, while deception is the more prominent application; dishonesty is the more suppressed application. Dishonesty as an experience would be the following: When a being for instance is preparing themselves for a night out in a club, bar or social event and during the process communicates to others for instance the specific words: “I am going out dancing, to enjoy myself, for myself and to have an absolute blast with all of you.” When in actual fact the beings specific way of dressing and presentation as behaviour and preparation is for the truth of discovering, being noticed and being seen by a male or female as a probability to find ‘The One’ and not indeed for themselves, but to go out and trap another to fulfill their desire, want and need for a relationship. This is the first moment, the first application and first expression of dishonesty not only with self, but also with others who surround them in their presence because of the first statement as going out for self enjoyment but in fact going to fulfill a desire for relationship. The fulfillment of desire for relationship being dishonest with self and the communication with others as going for self-enjoyment, dishonesty being reflected in their world and all that surround them. The want, need and desire for relationship is the application of being dishonest with self, for who each being actually really is, has no requirement want or need for relationship in any way or form whatsoever as who you really are standing infinitely here as equality in oneness with all of existence, alone, all-one where no requirement want, need or desire of any relationship in any form or expression exist because I am here as all as one equally, fulfilled in who I am as I am. As soon as the requirement, want, need and desire for relationship exist, it’s a statement of separation, a statement of inequality, a statement of loneliness and all this is not who anyone really truly is, as these are statements and applications only able to exist in the enslavement construct as consciousness – this being the full cycle application and expression and experience of dishonesty with self, when self believes and perceives and allows the experiences of want, need, desire and requirement for a relationship to become a statement of self.
The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles
#Suppression: is the action taken within self when a being for instance do not want others to experience them as being weak through fear of not being accepted, liked or appreciated. Let’s take for instance a group of friends or acquaintances where one in this group of friends or acquaintances becomes so angry, so sad, so disdained during a specific conversation held within the group which goes against who this being really is. The emotional turmoil experienced within is rising and building like a creation of a storm, but this is suppressed through this being not allowing themselves to express what is being experienced within and is kept there, remaining silent, keeping their posture, suppressing this experience of expression as emotional turmoil building and rising within to not allow the others to know what they are really experiencing through fear that if expressed and voiced to the others as their friends, as their acquaintances in this group, they will not be accepted, liked or appreciated and be banned from the allowance of participating and labeled friend or acquaintance group. Rather suppress, remain silent and keep to themselves to satisfy and please and remain accepted, liked and appreciated than voice and express the truth to be inevitably disliked and banned from the presence of others if dared to disagree in conversation with that which has gone against all that I am and who I am. This suppression of self continues and remains present to present a postured calm, accepted projection and then one day, if the bomb that have been kept dormant within this being as suppressed turmoil as emotions never expressed goes off, the rage, the anger, the sadness and disdain could go to such an extent that it becomes an expression where harm is not only done unto others, but on self as well, as the consequence of suppression and not allowed immediate expression through fear of displeasing others when in truth, self is being displeased and dishonored.
The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles

Lies:absolute projections of self, when the truth of self is hidden and placed in secrecy within self and a second layer is placed over the truth as the lie which the being present themselves to be.

Lies are the application, thoughts and words that are done and spoken within self and relationship to others. Where a being, for instance a businessman, would for example stand in absolute petrifying fear and inferiority within conversation with others around him communicating about another to take on and fight as the proving of the win of the fight to be the status of his male ego being polished and shined. Though during this conversation within the petrifying fear and inferiority complex the businessman is experiencing, he projects the idea to others around him as being strong, superior, stable with a powerful seemingly unbreakable stance as his thunderous voice resonates through the area in which they are communicating, with a million dollar smile plastered on his face, making vigorous actions as body language to in this way confirm that he is getting away with a projected lie of himself as who and what he is with others so they may never know his actual experience of himself as petrifying fear and inferiority. Lies within the applications of self and others in their world are also the projection of multiple different personalities of one being in the presence of others. Where the one being will have multiple different projections of self as multiple different personalities as one different projection and personality for each being in their world who they encounter, never the same, always different, depending in whose presence they are. This is the application of lying to self and others in their world, to be a certain projection and personality to create an idea, a lie of who they really are to please, satisfy or be accepted and liked.”

The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles

@OvertDictionary Secrets: deeds that are done, spoken and thought of behind closed doors within this world and within each human being on earth. Secrets are that which is done, thought and spoken of when no-one is in close proximity to the one who is thinking, acting and speaking and are able to see the truth of the being. Words spoken, thought of, deeds done and deeds thought of which have been kept secret from others to not be seen or known by those the words, the thoughts, the deeds have been thought of and done have been directed to and at. Secrets are words, thoughts and deeds that have been spoken or done in secret because they are in truth known by the one who allowed such applications within and of them of the consequences that will manifest if the other would come to know of that which has been done in secret against them. Secrets as words, thoughts and deeds that are spoken and done against others and are kept in the confined, secluded, secret spaces of self so the other may never know and or become aware of who and what they really are because they fear voicing and doing in moments the truth they are experiencing through the fear of consequence such as not being accepted and liked if the secrets of the true thoughts, words and deeds are revealed. Thus secrets against and of others are kept, even of self as secrets are that which remain in secrecy with self so no-one may see who the being really is inside and within this world.

An example would be a close friendship that have developed between two females for instance, the one female when alone with many men will be vivacious and flirtatious, drinking herself into oblivion with support as alcohol, though when she is with her friend, she presents herself as being shy, proper, mature and in her place while in her friend’s presence judging and scrutinizing in her mind through thoughts her friends method of wearing clothes and dressing formalities, though besides this complementing her friend’s method of ways of wearing clothes and while in the presence of others when her friend is not around the scrutinizing and judgment of thoughts within is voiced as the application and experience of the manifestation of gossip. This is a practical example of the secrets as words, thoughts and deeds that are done and spoken behind closed doors away from anyone who might find out. As in the smaller—so in the greater where relationships between countries is relevant as secrets.

The Astrology of Heaven in the times of Revelation • Desteni - Group of people exploring Equality & Oneness principles

386. War Crimes are Born in the Mind

A reflection on Errol Morris’ “The Unknown Known” a documentary about Donald Rumsfeld “n THE UNKNOWN KNOWN, Academy Award-winning director Errol Morris (THE FOG OF WAR) offers a mesmerizing portrait of Donald Rumsfeld, the larger-than-life figure who served as George W.

385. The Most Important Job in the World: Parenting

385. The Most Important Job in the World: Parenting

A Review & Commentary on the Documentary ‘The Naked Room’/El Cuarto Desnudo (México, 2013)

Throughout this process I’ve realized that the most important job that exists is that of being a parent. As I go understanding the fabric of our society, I can see directly how the lack of parentingskills or even the inability to know what these are or should be reflects back to our society, shaping each…

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383. To Forget to Self-Forgive

First Cousin Once Removed Preview (HBO Documentary Films) (2012) by Alan Berliner ‘ Remember to Forget’ were the words chosen by a poet with Alzheimer as his last statement to the potential million viewers of the documentary…

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